魔鬼中的天使

曲：陳小霞 詞：姚若龍
編曲：王治平

把太細的神經割掉
會不會比較睡得著
我的心有座灰色的監牢
關著一票黑色念頭在吼叫

把太硬的脾氣抽掉
會不會比較被明瞭
你可以重重把我給打倒
但是想都別想我求饒

你是魔鬼中的天使
所以送我心碎的方式
是讓我笑到最後一秒為止
才發現自己胸口插了一把刀子

你是魔鬼中的天使
讓恨變成太俗氣的事
從眼裡流下謝謝兩個字
盡管叫我瘋子 不准叫我傻子

隨人去拼湊我們的故事
我懶得解釋 愛怎麼解釋
當誰想看我碎裂的樣子
我已經又頑強 重生一次

Hey lovelies (:

My short break is coming in 2 days time ! HAPPY MUCH !!
& when theres no school , that means i can go to club without mom nagging !

I visited Zirca & Mink a few weeks ago with buddy and girlf.
Mom set a new rule for me, club once a month !
Im pleased with it , because i used to be grounded at home and clubbing then is a NO-NO.
So now you know why im pleased right?

And the event was on a wednesday night, and that means im having school on the next day. ( yes i know thats crazy , but school starts at 1 the next day )
Contact girlf and waited for her to come over my place for a makeover while i doll up myself first :D

& There you go , my look that day (:
 

 

I had my eyes widen and i drew 2 wings on it for both eyes ! & I'M LOVING IT <3
After im done with my makeup and had mom to plait my hair , girlf arrived ~~
Borrow her my dress because the one that she's wearing is damn casual . (done)
Then proceed to draw her eyes a lil more. (easily)
THEN , we realise that her bag doesnt match the dress, so i throw her my bag .( problem solved )

BUT THEN ! she needs a pair of heels , even though we share the same shoe size, but she cannot stand the * tallness * of my heels , so we are like comparing which one better and suits the dress all this , but i guess this decision later leads to her complaining to me that my heels hurts like a bitch to her ): ( a problem that cannot be solve and in the end hurt her feet )

The Pic of us (:

This girl , is my schoolmate and girlfriend. i have known her for around 13 years already ! i hope this friendship remains <3
She is pretty isnt it? Feels inferior standing beside her ~~ HAHA !

Met up with buddy and the three of us cabbed down to Zirca (:

Drink a lil and took some pic , know some people too .
Shall let pictures do the talking ~

This is the buddy , Jayden (:

The Girlfriend , Adelyn :D

Lovely People from club and Weihong is the only one that i know for 2 years already !

  

 

&& I wanna make myself clear, going to club doesnt mean you are going there to get grind or being a slut , i just go there to enjoy myself , drink , dance and know more people. Neither am i a hardcore clubber , so yeah ! im done :D

Goodnight Lovelies <3

作曲:游政豪
填詞:鄔裕康

雨都停了 这片天 灰什麽呢
我还记得 你说我们要快乐
深夜里的脚步声 总是刺耳
害怕寂寞 就让狂欢的城市陪我关灯
只是哪怕周围再多人 感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了 心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记 那麽爱我的你

给我一个理由放弃 当时做的决定
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰

那最痛的距离 是你不在身边
却在 我的 心里

当我走在去过的每个地方
总会听到你那最自由的笑
当我回到一个人住的地方
最怕看到冬天你最爱穿的那件外套

只是哪怕周围再多人 感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了 心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记 那麽爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃 当时做的决定

有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰

那最痛的距离 是你不在身边
却在 我的 心里
我找不到理由忘记 大雨里的别离
我找不到理由放弃 我等你的决心
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离 是你不在身边
却在 我的 心里

Its me again ~!

i came to realise that my blog hits really drop quite a lot !!
How am i gonna make it go up again ? i dont know actually.
should i blog more often?

i like blogging , especially about random stuffs and personal rantingof course.
well well , what to do? i aint popular from the start.
shall end this short post now ~~

goodnight people (:
give u guys some nightmare with the pic below also !! :p

 

comment is accepted !! voice out ur opinion (:

Greetings Readers !!

Let me share some random stuffs with you guys , my contact lens~
I love contact lens , and i swear those lens with different designs are lovely.
I have recently receive my lens from a blogshop that i have ordered from ( LIKE FINALLY )

Because of some tax issue and therefore its being delayed for quite sometime before these babies arrived onto my hands :D
BUT , it make me realise the important of those lens & mutual trust thats needed when u purchase from a seller.

Super excited when the lens arrive !! And those lens are so lovely !!

My favourite Hello Kitty card in such pretty pink

User guide to taking care of the lens and cases

Pretty pink contact lens cases <3 Total 5 pair of lens i receive~~

 

 

P.S , i have yet to try those colours on my eyes ~~ will put up pictures in fb when i wear it.

Follow me on twitter for more randoms rantings

@thyyqueen

HELLO PEOPLE !!

By the title, you should already know whats happening in this post right?
YESYES !! Its about CHRISTMAS !! :D

So ! Now you know why pouting is out and merry-making is in?
BECAUSE NOBODY SHOULD BE UPSET ON A FESTIVE SEASON ~!!

 

AND !!! Place that FROWN into a SMILE and enjoy this festive season ~!
REASONS ?!

You have presents to receive from loved one <3

You get to enjoy good foood ~~ NOMMNOMM!!

An excuse to meet up with friends to chill and relax!

BECAUSE YOU DESERVE BETTER AND HAVE FUN AFTER WORKING/STUDYING SO HARD AT THE START OF THE YEAR !!
&&&&

 

TADAH ! saw it?
Offers goes out to both students and working adults.

What are u guys waiting for?
You can even get to win a pair of movie tickets & even get a chance to date the handsome dudes and babe on " ON THE FRINGE 2 "

 

Last but not least , please like us on FACEBOOK http://www.facebook.com/Cineleisure

& TWITTER : @Cineleisure

 

 

CHEEERS AND ENJOY <3

yeah , i know my blog is dead , very very dead.
i have been busy with school and work.
so yep , sorry readers, or maybe no more reader liao ):

okay , life is just normal recently , not much ups and downs except having people leaving my life as and when they like.
and this kinda affected me a lil because im usually emotionally attached to people easily.
example,  when i know someone , i trust them fully , i dont doubt because i always think that i find no reason to to not believe them.
and then , again and again , they take advantage. they jsut dont give a damn to how feel because u are always the one sparing a thought for their feelings. being taking for granted ,this vicious cycle just go on and on.

if u were to ask me , arent you tired ? i can answer you , yes , im tired.
i know my character is weird , i know im not someone that everybody likes.
but what i know also is , i take people in my life seriously and cherish them alot.
i have no right to control how u treat me or your liking towards me .

but all i know was  , i never let things thats bothering me go on for more than 1 day.
i talk things out , i forgive and i guess i will forget.
if u know me well , u will understand me . BUT apparently , i guess not much of you could do the same like what i do.

i like to ask myself , why cant they understand me , why do they doubt me, or even , why do they cheat on me.
isit because i forgive them too easily , because i put too much attention to them that i've forget about my own happiness?
i really dont know.
now i realise why people always say : " you will only start to cherish something when it hard for u to get it "

this is where the contracdicting part starts to step in.
when im not smiling , people say im fierce.
when im being friendly , people say im trying to act/flirt
when im keeping quiet , people say im anti social.
when i tell someone about myself and my story , they say : " why you tell me ?"
when i say , nothing , its ok , they say : " why dont you wanna open up and tell me "
when i cherish you , you take me for granted .
when i stop giving a damn , you come back and seek for attention.

i just dont know what to do , why must i care so much till the extend that its bothering me so much?
its okay if im not a part of your world.
its okay if people ignore me.
its okay that im no longer important.
all i need to do is to tell myself its ok.
because no matter how hard i try , i only look like a pathetic loser seeking for someone to give me some attention.
i have gotta stop all these bullshit and start knowing who wants me and who just simply can live without me.

struggles : im really not okay of being alone.
reality : i have to learn how to be alone.

"he" used to tell me , its okay to be alone , theres nothing wrong with it , all u need to do is to face it , you cant expect to be always be accompanied by others.

 

and really , all i can do is to really care lesser . * you are just a passerby *
everything is gonna be alright.

hello !!
heehee , introducing my new bb cream and loose powder :D
its actually from ettusais and i tell you guys , i love it to the max !!

1、据说，当你失眠的时候，你将会在别人的梦里出现。

2、一个人喜欢你的程度，一般和他回你短信的速度成正比。

3、研究发现，人在难过时流的眼泪中，含有较多因精神压抑而产生的有害物质。美国圣保罗—雷姆塞医学中心精神病实验室专家研究发现，眼泪可以缓解人的压抑。

4、据英国《每日邮报》报道：一项研究发现，人们在睡前玩手机，频繁发送电子邮件，会影响睡眠质量。使第二天情绪变差，易焦虑、沮丧。

5、把你所有的不幸总结成一句话，然后问问自己：“3年后，这对你还重要吗？”相信问题就会迎刃而解。

6、喜欢一个人是种感觉，不喜欢一个人却是事实。事实容易解释，感觉却难以言喻。

7、照镜子时间长了，会发现镜子里的自己很陌生。

8、88.8%人哭后情绪能得到改善，只有8.4%的人哭后感觉更糟。70%的人哭泣时不会躲着他人，77%的哭泣是在家里发生的39%的哭泣发生在晚上，下午6点到晚上8点是最容易掉眼泪的时间段。

9、两个男人追一个女人，用情浅的那个先放弃；两个女人追一个男人，用情深的那个先放弃

10、西班牙 Granada 大学的心理学家在一项关于儿童教育和死亡概念教育的研究中发现：人的学历越高，越不怕死。同时这种特征也会影响到他们的后代。

11、首先随意挑一个数字(0.1.2 .3.4.5.6.7.8.9) ，然后把这个数字乘以2，加上5 ，乘以50，再加上1760，最后用这个数减去你的出生年份，你会得到一个三位数。第一位是你一开始选择的数字，剩下的二位数，就是你的年龄。

12、让别人喜欢你的最好方法不是去帮助他们，而是让他们来帮助你。—— 本杰明·富兰克林效应

13、老师在黑板上写下 “woman without her man is nothing”，让学生给这句话加标点。

男生的答案：”Woman，without her man，is nothing.” （女人，如果没了男人，什么也不是。）

女生的答案： “Woman，Without her，man is nothing.” （女人，没有她，男人什么也不是。）

14、英国巴斯大学曾经量过75名7岁儿童的右手手指长度。发现无名指较长的儿童，数学成绩较好。食指较长的儿童，英文成绩较出色。

15、大量心理学研究发现，结婚越早，婚姻质量越高。但人们更愿意相信自己逻辑：等待的的时间越长，结果越好。

研究表明，等待只对22岁以下的人有意义。因为早于22岁结婚，婚姻成功率会急剧下降。但22岁以后就无需再等，等到30岁以后，婚姻的失败率也在上升。

16、睡眠不足，会容易发胖。每天睡5～6小时的人，平均比每天睡7—8小时的人重6—8磅。当正常睡眠时间被剥夺时，身体会产生大量的抗压激素，以减缓新陈代谢的速度，同时第二天的食欲也会增强。如果早晨必须7点起床，前天晚上最好在11点左右睡。睡前可以泡个热水澡或读本小说。

17、国外研究发现，50%三岁孩童会说谎，四岁会骗人的占90%，12岁的儿童几乎都会说谎。孩子说谎，其实是认知发展的标志。认知功能发展越健全的孩子，说谎技巧就越高明，因为他们有办法圆谎。

18、英国医学杂志发表的一篇研究显示：快乐情绪的影响，可远达三层外的人际关系。认识快乐的人，会让你变快乐的几率增加15.3%，认识有快乐朋友的人，会增加9.8%。

19、总感觉手机震动，废了半天劲掏出来却发现什么情况也没有。

20、心理学研究发现：妻子的容颜，与丈夫的性格和他对妻子的态度紧密相关。心胸宽广，不轻易发脾气的丈夫能够包容迁就妻子，使妻子享受充分的自由。妻子的皮肤更加光滑细腻，不易衰老，经常容光焕发。

21、心理学认为，从背后主动拥抱对方代表一种保护，表示拥抱者愿意主动给予被拥抱者爱与关怀。所以，采用这种睡姿，就代表这个人愿意给你爱的承诺，并且能从这种主动呵护和疼爱中感到幸福。

22、毁掉一首好歌最好的方法就是把它设为起床闹铃。

23、男人主动吻女人是突发事件，女人主动吻男人是预谋事件。法国《女性》杂志最新研究发现，在潜意识里，每个女人都希望被自己爱的男人拽住，摁在墙上强吻，这会给她们带来更多快感。

24、在日本地铁里，5个人就有5个人读书看报。在台湾，5个人就有3个人读书看报。在香港，5个人有2个人读书看报。而在大陆，5个人中往往有两个人在讲话，另外三个人在听他们讲话。

25、男人通常不喜欢吵架，也不主动吵架，但他们擅长令女人忍无可忍找他们吵架。

26、进化学专家金泽智称，对伴侣比较忠诚的男性平均智商水平103，而不忠诚的男性平均智商为97。越是智商高的男性，越珍惜两性关系的专一性。以后就可以这样说了：你丫要是不忠，你丫就是弱智 !

27、关系越好的，往往是越爱损你的。和她说话时，你总是能自动屏蔽那些不爱听的。你的毛病她永远比你更清楚。碰到你以前喜欢过的人，她总是特别激动地喊你快看。有了小秘密，总是第一个想跟她分享。其实最关心你的，永远是那个最爱打击你的。

28、口袋装着刚买的手机，在公车上生怕被盗，每隔一段时间就去查看手机是否还在。可是手机最终还是被偷走了。

因为害怕发生，所以会非常在意，注意力越集中，就越容易犯错误。这就是著名的墨菲定理。

29、美国心理学家称：男生和女生分别有6种基本的爱情需求。男生：信任、接受、感激、赞美、认可、鼓励。女生：关心、理解、尊重、忠诚、体贴，安慰。

30、深夜来临的时候，是一个人心灵最脆弱的时候，也是想念最疯狂的时候。

31、炫耀源于内心的不自信。心理学认为“爱向别人炫”是一种内心需要被关注被肯定的表现，很可能是因为某种东西自己不常有，一旦拥有，就希望藉以外界的羡慕来建立自信。

32、如果某个男人主动替你拎包，把你放在道路的里边走，主动为你拉椅子。不要因此而感激涕零，这只能说明他之前有无数个女朋友教过他这一点。而能让他记住的女人，永远是改变他的那个，而不是你。所以，越是细节完美的男人，对女人而言越是挑战。

33、麦兜说：有事情是要说出来的，不要等着对方去领悟，因为对方不是你，不知道你想要什么，等到最后只能是伤心和失望，尤其是感情。

34、心理学研究显示：男人一天平均说2000个词，女人一天要说7000个词。工作一天，老公的那2000个词在公司就说完了，回家只想休息。而老婆还有5000个词没说呢，总要把它说完才能睡吧。然后很多杯具就这样产生了。

35、心理学上说，人们大多数只对有安全度的人发脾气。因为在那个安全度之内。你潜意识知道对方不会离开你。胡闹有时候是一种依赖。

36、这些心理常识你知道吗？　1.手干净的人更容易宽容他人　2.婚姻幸福可帮助女性减压　3.养狗比养猫更有利于身心　4.自言自语有益健康　5.易怒的人伤口好得慢　6.移动家具可以改善心情　7.人在饿的时候爱乱花钱　8.独身者早死率比已婚者高一半　9.爱脸红的人更容易被原谅。

37、女人在床上流的泪，比在任何一个地方多。男人在床上说的谎，也比在任何一个地方多。——张小娴

38、心理学说：凡是习惯咬吸管的女人，性欲强烈，一般的男人恐怕吃不消。所以，交女朋友之前，先请她喝奶茶吧。

39、拖延——最厉害的拒绝。

40、Nobody can go back and start a new begining, but anyone can start now and make a new ending.

没有人可以回到过去重新开始，但谁都可以从现在开始，书写一个全然不同的结局。

41、你说长痘了，老妈会说生孩子之后就好了；你说痛经了，老妈会说生孩子之后就好了；你说长胖了，老妈会说生孩子之后就好了；你说情绪暴躁，老妈会说生孩子之后就好了；你说胸太小，老妈会说生孩子之后就好了 …

八嘎，生孩子是女人的万能武器啊 !

42、美国一项调查显示，大部分女人愿意15个月不Make Love，以此交换一柜子新衣服。这说明，在男人心里，兄弟如手足，女人如衣服。而在女人心里，男人连衣服都不如。

43、如果你生气了，请在面对爱人之前先照照镜子，看看自己，你喜欢现在这张脸吗？ ——保罗·皮尔梭

44、其实人生只有900个月。事实上，你可以画一个30×30的表格，一张A4纸就够了。每过一个月，就在一个格子里打钩。你全部的人生就在这张纸上。你会因此有一个清晰的概念：你的人生是如何度过的？

45、心理常识：贝勃规律。原本1元的报纸变成了10元一份，你一定会感到无法接受；相比较而言，原本5000元的电脑涨了50元，你应该不会有这么大的反应。

贝勃规律表明：当人经历强烈的刺激后，之后施予的刺激对他来说也就变得微不足道了。

46、男人爱你的时候总会觉得你笨，处处要他担心；反之，他不爱你的时候，会觉得你聪明伶俐，不劳任何人操心 …

47、调查显示：考完试检查的时候，55%的人认为改答案会损害成绩，只有15.5%认为会改善。但实际的情况是：58%把答案改对了，20%把对改错了，还有22%把错的改错了。

48、8.2秒陷入爱河。科学家认为，男人与女人第一次见面，关注持续的时间决定了两人是否能相爱。如果一个男人在第一次见面时关注女人的时间超过8.2秒，那么他就已经不止被吸引了。